Dating to Friends to Nothing…

Today he came over for lunch. We had an argument in the car; and the friendship was ended upon our return. We never made it to lunch.

This is really painful for me; and I know it was painful for him. I said some things to him that were probably not the nicest things to say; he said some things to me that ... were also not the nicest things to say.

Ultimately I think it came down to a personality incompatibility; we're at different parts of our lives, and we interact differently with people. I really wanted him in my life, as friends and possibly more, but I just don't think that was possible without too much pain on both sides. So I cut it off.

I think I'm just going to spend the rest of the day being a recluse and being sad and feeling sorry for myself; both for the pain I feel and for the pain I caused.

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